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[Saturday
April 22nd 2006 @ 12:21pm] |
no one could possibly understand how i feel right now...
I have a lot on my mind.
1)I thought I had a really good friend. Then something stupid happened and now he hates me? And likes to talk to my away message and tell me how immature I am? He’s too far away to even remotely have a clue on anything that’s going on in my life nor do I think he cares. I just miss him a lot and something this stupid shouldn’t wreck a friendship of a long time.
2)Stupid drama going around at school. If anything was wrong about trying to be a good friend let me know. Unless something was WAY up, no one could take something the COMPLETELY wrong way, as in life threatening. (I don’t know if that made sense.) I wasn’t even in the situation. I care though. So I get blamed for shit. You know, shit happens. As in, being accused saying stuff when you didn’t. Most of you know how that goes down, and then “loosing a friend” over it. Was she even a friend to begin with I mean honestly. For a girl to talk to me about her problems and not ONCE ask me anything about MY life or how I felt? Oh yeah what a GREAT friendship. I hate drama.
3)I miss old friends. Old girl friends. For instance, today I was with two girls I haven’t talked to in a long time. I haven’t really had a GREAT conversation with this girl since we stopped hanging out freshman year. She’s so smart and knows what she wants to do with her life. She wants to save the world, I swear. She’s a really neat girl and I miss her. Another one I pretty much grew up with and we haven’t really hung out since our moms made play dates for us. You know, the type of people you’ve known your whole life and your parents are friends but now you don’t really talk to them in high school? Yeah, well that’s this type of girl. Well recently her dad died and something told me that I needed to talk to her. I mean someone I grew up with. HELLO? It wasn’t expected. It brought us back to talking again. Like writing 10 page notes to each other daily. It’s great catching up with her and I love hearing her great stories that make NO sense, but you still kind of get it. I don’t know. If you’re a girl, you’d understand. Then I miss my “ex/old/still” best friend who I care about dearly. Words CAN NOT DISCRIBE what me and her have been through. BOYS/parents/school/friends… I never have had a friend like her. I don’t know the reason we’re not close anymore. I’m lucky if I get a wave in the hallway. She didn’t do anything wrong, and I didn’t do anything wrong. I just love how you can have an amazing group of friends (CJEMP) and then let it all slip away. I love that girl. More than life.
4)New friends are amazing. CORECTION! NOT NEW FRIENDS. For all you who think I just met these girls you are wrong. I’ve known them since middle school. I’m not “following the crowd” “falling into peer-pressure” if I say I don’t do something they RESPECT THAT. And, they’ll tell you to your face you don’t have boobs. And I’m okay with that.
5)Best friend =BF? He makes me smile more that ANYTHING. Well maybe not taco bell. No I’m kidding. I care about him a lot. Maybe a little too much. And he knows it. There are things I wish he wouldn’t do, but I’m not going to change the person he is. He say’s he will stop but I don’t know when enough will be enough. I annoy him constantly with my worries, but only if he would see where I’M coming from. Or maybe I just don’t understand. I’m so scared to loose this kid. Best friend or BF doesn’t matter I’ve never had a friend like this. He cares.
6)I miss Danielle Marie, a lot. I’m a sucky friend for not calling her. Or asking her about her problems. This always happens. We hang out alllll the time over summer and then when fucking school comes, we never see each other. Okay I have volleyball yeah, I know. She has work. Blah blah blah. But we made it work BEFORE!!! Why does this always happen. Hopefully when shit calms down (grades, volleyball, and excuses) we can pick up where we left off. I love her a lot and miss her
7)I also miss my cousin, Brittany Ann, who never talks to me anymore I found our book that we made last year that we passed around school. =[ . I miss her a lot. I worry about her too but I know she’s smart.
8)I’m going to miss my sister so much next year. Who’s going to pick me up from parties? Who’s going to take me to Clark’s house late at night? Who’s going to wear jeans and polo to church with me? I don’t even want to start thinking about it. I love her a lot.
One more thing: If you don’t agree with anything on this entry, don’t tell me. I don’t care. This is for people to are bored and have nothing better to read. If you don’t like me, that’s cool. Judge me, I’ll judge you right back. If you don’t like my friends, get over it because i love Padilla anyways.
xo
morgana
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[Monday
February 27th 2006 @ 11:15pm] |
I LIE TO LOVE AN AMAZING GUY
AND I CAN'T CHOOSE HIM OVER MY BEST FRIEND
AND I CAN'T CHOOSE MY BEST FRIEND OVER HIM...
I GAVE UP EVERYTHING
I WON'T GIVE UP HER...
I LOVE MY CUSIN BRITTANEY ANN TUCKER...
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| She drank the night away p.1 |
[Monday
August 22nd 2005 @ 7:03pm] |
i'm writing this story because i feel like this drama needs to unfold.
for you it might be a story, but to some it was much more than that.
it doesn't matter if you don't understand, if you read it you will eventually catch on.
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One night we went to a friend’s house. The usually, swim drink and have a good time. But that night was way out of control. We were all intoxicated, lacking self control when one of the girls (we’ll call her Shelby) decides to call one of her ex boyfriends (we’ll call him Alex) and poor out all her emotions. The alcohol didn’t help this much on the account of they haven’t spoken to each other in a while. Shelby went on and on to Alex about how much she was still in love with him as he was confused because they broke things off months ago. They ended the conversation with ‘I’ll call you tomorrow'. The next day Alex didn't know what to say to Shelby. Would Shelby remember what she said? Well, enough for them to start talking at least. Little did Shelby know that Alex had a girl friend, which surprised her a little considering he still had feelings for her. Wouldn’t this be wrong? And from here, this is where the drama all began...
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[Wednesday
July 13th 2005 @ 9:33pm] |
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[Saturday
June 25th 2005 @ 5:19pm] |
yeah
i'm cool
i miss ben ben...
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[Friday
June 17th 2005 @ 11:21am] |
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Incubus- I wish you were here |
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WAIT 'TILL YOU SEE MY vvv
( SCHOOL'S REALLY OUT FOR SUMMER )
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[Sunday
June 12th 2005 @ 5:58pm] |
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DEAR JAMIE...SINCERELY ME- hellogoodbye |
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so yeah this weekend was fun
except...
well we won't go into that now will we
SATURDAY- mud sliding at 8 in the morning, EMT, kevins house
SUNDAY- EMT
( NOW GRILL )
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[Saturday
June 11th 2005 @ 11:30am] |
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The Starting Line- bedroom talk |
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LOVE THE SIX PACK
TAY-ERIKA-NIKKI-JACKIE-JAMIE
Friday night was fun...
( SIX PACK SUMMER )
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[Wednesday
June 8th 2005 @ 4:51pm] |
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everything but the girl- time after time |
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first i'd like to say
i love
taylor
erika
stephanie
danielle
GET WELL SOON PETER
( PLEASE READ )
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[Monday
June 6th 2005 @ 10:15pm] |
I MISS SUE FOX SO MUCH
WHO WILL COMPLETE OUR THREE SOME WITH THE SNICKERS BAR??
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| after a good, good joke |
[Sunday
June 5th 2005 @ 11:00am] |
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Reel Big Fish- The impression that i get |
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FUN WEEKEND
Friday-Erika's house, fountians (seeing everyone there), TCBY
Saturday-hanging out with Ian, Bret, and Audrey, watching the HEAT GAME
( ANOTHER SUMMER WEEKEND )
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[Thursday
June 2nd 2005 @ 9:03pm] |
iLOVEthisGIRL
( 9/91!! )
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| HOLD ON HOLD ON!!! |
[Wednesday
June 1st 2005 @ 3:32pm] |
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hellogoodbye- TOUCHDOWN TURN AROUND |
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FUN WEEK!!
My summer is starting out well. I'm so glad I got to spend time with Chad and Danielle. It's so weird how we all go to different schools but I get along with them alot better then some of the people that go to my school. I miss them so much.
SUMMER SCHOOL FRIDAY...
( TOGETHER AGAIN =D!!! )
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[Sunday
May 29th 2005 @ 4:53pm] |
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( BORED!!! )
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[Saturday
May 28th 2005 @ 7:33pm] |
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The Rocket Summer- what we hate, we make |
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( LAST DAYS OF SCHOOL!!! )
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[Tuesday
May 24th 2005 @ 3:42pm] |
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fuck you |
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The Starting Line- bedroom talk |
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Thank you for my layout BEA!!
The hole in our locker room...
GROSSS!!!
oh and
i'm not a slut on steriods...BB =D
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[Monday
May 23rd 2005 @ 8:56pm] |
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OK NEW LAYOUT. WORKS.
MISSION ACCOMPLISHED.
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[Sunday
May 22nd 2005 @ 11:30am] |
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Mae-summer time |
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Crazy weekend-
iloveyou
Karissa Anne, Mitch, Taylor, Erika, Yaini, Benjiman, Conor, Angel, Aaron
( and i'll bring the PUNCH!!! )
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[Tuesday
May 3rd 2005 @ 2:57pm] |
G-R-O-U-N-D-E-D
i might go into detail when i am allowed to go on the computer
for now call my cell
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[Friday
April 29th 2005 @ 2:12pm] |
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Complete
Lyrics:
Surrounded by fire
Take a minute to
Wonder how you
Can take me higher
Than I’ve ever been before
By this time I’m inspired
Guided by the hand
And shown the way
No longer tired
Of the feelings that were stored
Take it all apart
Piece it back together
You’re the one who
Completed the heart
That had fallen all these years
Have the chance to start
A light emerged
From within darkness
Found in you a part
Which is curing all the tears
Chorus:
Light up my candle
Embrace this fully tonight
This could last forever
It all just feels so right
I heart this song...
I'm with you to the end...
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[Monday
April 4th 2005 @ 8:35pm] |
Sam
i
love
you
you have our prayers
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